my very first journal entry. If anyone has noticed that I have been avoiding this, and If your curious as to why, it is because Im a very slow typer. I was born with this inability to type but I am working on it! You know in school when you had those computer classes where you played the boring typing games first and then you can play the fun ones if you finish early? well I never got to play those games cuz I SLOW! I never got to play oregon trail or anything, so my hands still shake in anger and frustration when Im near a keyboard. I remember having the real smart girl next to me who can type so fast that I had to turn my monitor away in embarrassment.She would be on like lesson 28 and I would struggling with lesson 3! ARRRRRGHH!!!! Its so boring it hurts! I dont want to remember it, well thats the reason I have a phobia for typing, but I will find a way to get over it. thanks to anyone who took the time to read my rant and hopefully sympathized with my pain. thanks see you dudes!